1. |
Inconsistency
01:21
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I don't believe in consistency
Now tell me why do you keep listening
I don't believe in consistency cause I can't smell the symmetry
Gather 'round the campfire
I got tales of cheats, madmen, liars
I don't believe in consistency
Tell me why do you keep listening
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
I have a tendency to lose focus
Supersonic smoking chronic cruising down the highway
I may crash on my ass but I did it my way
I don't believe in consistency
Cause I can't smell the symmetry
I don't believe in consistency
DO YOU BELIEVE IN CONSPIRACY?
(sounds of rage)
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2. |
FBICIANSA
02:26
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FBI CIA NSA
The alphabet men are after me
FBI CIA DOJ
Unmarked vans and microchipped brains
These gangstalking goons
They think it’s funny
Blasting me with beams till my vision gets fuzzy
And I can’t move
And I can’t breathe
I’m just satellite microwave mystery meat
FBI CIA NSA
I see right through your gamma ray gaze
FBI CIA DOJ
Deep state decay in my DNA
These gangstalking goons
They think it’s funny
Blastin’ me with beams till my vision gets fuzzy
And I can’t move
And I can’t breathe
I’m just satellite microwave mystery meat
These agencies wanna eat me
I'm not crazy
That's why they baste my back with the secret sauce of a maniac
Like oil and mud and blood and hate
And a great tendril coiling through my face
Dripppin out my ears to create my cage
I knew they had my fucking brain
So if you'd like to dumpster dive
Or scrape the plaque right from my mind
Who knows what bullshit you might find
A SIGHT MY EYES SIT RIGHT BEHIND
AH!
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3. |
Fear and Loathing
03:23
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When I crash and burn
I wanna be buried in a Hawaiian shirt
I want a fried-eyed conga line
Or donate me to science I don't quite mind
'Cause I am serpentine I look inside and oh do I scream
There's a lizard clawing my sunburnt back oh blood eagle, it feels like that
It's just my fear and loathing, in the belly of the beast and the beast is choking
The federal government wants my teeth and my eyelids quiver with static beneath
It's just my fear and loathing, in the belly of the beast and the beast is choking
Forbidden pears on my tongue, and every hit leathers these lungs
I ate a bureaucrat just to watch him bleed
Pulled out his hair plucked out his teeth
Cause I am a man not a machine
The universe spread her legs for me
And she said you're a golden calf
Praying in the shadow of a sandstone shaft
We used to hang tyrants with bloody twine
But I got burs on my spine and this mind isn't mine
No more taxes, no more jail, now I'm free to steal your mail
No more taxes, no more jail, WHIP OUT YOUR DICK AND HOIST YOUR SAIL
(oh)
No more taxes, no more jail, now I'm free to steal your mail
No more taxes, no more jail, I am my own god I piss in the grail
No more taxes, no more jail, now I'm free to steal your mail
No more taxes, no more jail, suck it back, INHALE, INHALE
No more taxes, no more jail, now I'm free to steal your mail
No more taxes, no more jail, FREE MYSELF AND KILL THE WHALE
It's just my fear and loathing, in the belly of the beast and the beast is choking
The federal government wants my teeth and my eyelids quiver with static beneath
It's just my fear and loathing, from the bottom of the river I can hear it moaning
Rising up from its watery grave, now it's in my brains I will not behave
It's just my fear and loathing, public masturbation, tattered clothing
Like a horse, I am hung, GAZE UPON IT SPEAK IN TOUNGES
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4. |
Brutalist Beast
02:12
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Say Hello to my brutalist beast
She was frankensteined from alkinine concrete meat
She only treads on you because you tread on me
I’m a boot biter that’s all I will ever be
So as I solder together my manic machine
I know heaven on high has chosen me
And the blade lift cylinder carburates the radiator
Wheezing wet breath out my vindicator excavator
Domed like Darth Vader, supercharged alternator
If you couldn't understand, the machine is my translator
Say Hello to my brutalist beast
She was frankensteined from alkinine concrete meat
She only treads on you because you tread on me
I’m a boot biter that’s all I will ever be
So as I solder together my manic machine
I know heaven on high has chosen me
I got sick of getting whipped every time
With this systematic bureaucratic calculated crime
Colluding to cocoon me in thick black tape
Sometimes the poised and pragmatic must go ape
Trapped in the jaws of the defeated beast cause her axel's cracked and her grease has leaked
Now I overheat in this perilous black
I know this is it I won't come back
The treads squeal they won't budge
Shredded lungs are shrieking can you smell the blood
But I stand tall and I stand proud
This sputtering beast becomes a burial shroud
So remember me, remember me
A simple man who simply got fucked by the fiends
Remember me, remember me
Remember me when they take everything.
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5. |
Housefire
03:20
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(Please keep matches away from children)
COME ON!
Fists of smoke fight and sting my eyes but I know everything's just fine
I choke on clods of dust and grime but in my home I can never die
The C sharp from the blaring alarm, it fills me with such a musical jive
I'm not one for overreactions so I'm sleeping in tonight
It's not a housefire
It's no concern to me
It's not a house fire
Why do you keep screaming
A gas mask screams at me to flee but I believe he seeks to deceive
I trust the experts and the facts and I know this is all just steam
I gaze up at the northern lights as the grey fills this flickering dream
Lay back watch the aurora dance
Cause the lights aren't scary, the fuck do you mean
It's not a housefire
I won't burn
It's not a house fire
This rest I've earned
hmeirikwkje... five more minutes...
it's not a house fire..
it's not a house fire...
I think you're all liars
IT'S NOT A HOUSEFIRE
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6. |
Sick
02:31
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In the silence of a cold dead stare
In a world of my own
In a world where I can’t stand anyone go on and leave me alone
I see your shadows in the hallway
Sitting and waiting for you all to raid my home
I need a minute to breathe
I need a minute to think
I need something my own
Rip away my skin
(Want you to watch me unwind)
Claw down to what’s within
(Dry as bone and cold inside)
Tear away the layers of pretense and lose all sense of kin
You better shut your fucking mouth now
Don’t even know what you’re talking about
Too many of you to stand any chance of fighting so I guess I’ll walk out
Almost everything I clung to ripped away
This was never my place
I won’t explain a thing to you and I’ll never look at you the same
Stuck just floundering without a clue
I defined myself in relation to you
I never would’ve thought that we would sever this way
but there’s a cold strange look on your once-familiar face
and the cycle continues I boil with rage,
but isn’t that my choice?
You don’t know what you’re saying
time to stop repeating festered hatred and pain
I gotta let you all go and drop everything keeping me sane
Resentment’s empty and contemptful words would make it all stick
I’d be no better and this anger’s made me nothing but sick
I can’t just sit here seething letting this hate rip my heart out
The only thing I have is now
And I’m too unwound
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7. |
Little Man
02:55
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There's something growing inside of me
Crawling up my spine, past my gums and teeth
He has small, nippy, angry hands
That he wrings with malicious thoughts and plans
So I choked down a bottle of ethanol
To drown him out once and for all
But this plan was inherently flawed
He went to AA, and then he found god
Little Man, destroy me
Little Man, make me scream
Devour me from inside out
Little Man, Black Me Out
His teeth sink in, sharp and cold
Grimy mouth lined with briny black mold
Chewing his way out until he sees sunlight
Sending me spiraling across the I-95
Entrails spill on the driver side floor
I can't see or understand what happened before
Because the past was hard, but we got over it
Now I feel so alone and distant
(oh)
Little Man, destroy me
Little Man, make me scream
Devour me from inside out
Little Man, Black Me Out
Choke the pride between my thighs
Make me bleed, make me cry
That shriveled snake of seething gout
The worms crawl in your life drains out
Wear me like a three-piece suit
Drag me around, punish pollute
From now until the end of time, I am yours you are mine
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8. |
I Just Wanna Kill
02:00
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I just wanna kill it’s all I wanna do
I'm lusting for my quaking blade inside of you
I wanna roll around and play in your blood
Then toss your aching naked body in the river when I'm done
I just wanna kill
It’s all I wanna do
I want to choke you out until your gagging and blue
Veins dilate as I desecrate
Jesus Christ, I love the way you hate
I need pain on display
Bound hands and legs raised
Sweat beads down your chin and face
Stay inside at night, that’s what I advocate
I just wanna kill it’s all I wanna do
I'm lusting for my quaking blade inside of you
I wanna roll around and play in your blood
Then toss your aching naked body in the river when I'm done
I just wanna kill
It’s all I wanna do
I want to choke you out until your gagging and blue
Veins dilate as I desecrate
Jesus Christ, I lovе the way you hate
I can’t take it anymorе
White coats soiled with gore
Peeled from the freezer floor
I confess I’m not satisfied I need more
Throat Slashed By A Psychopath
That’s what the headline read: sensational blood bath
And even if I get the chair I will not die
I will live on dateline nightline all through time
Please Gawk at my gallantry
The majesty of my depravity
Just fucking look at me
I know what I did I take full responsibility
My vile virility!
I’m tabloid nobility
Don’t blame pornography or bad tv
Just blame me
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9. |
Cope
02:41
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Tell me
Can you keep a secret
Pinky promise really mean it
I don't feel like me sometimes
Mirror man I don't know that guy
So I shaved my legs but the razor died
These pinpricks itch but I can't satisfy
I was so scared of making a scene
But behead them all I will be queen
Cause I can't escape this fate
My blame game blames phalates
Or maybe mom wasn't there
Freud lives in my sordid stare
But what if it's all a psyop
These doctors talk just like cops
How can I justify what I can't identify
I fight my own lies, wide-eyed
(dammit)
Kick this shell down on the pavement
I strike back oh how I hate him
Gnashing teeth as she croaks
All this violence, all a cope
So kick this shell down on the pavement
Taste the dirt, that's what he needed
Wailing as her neck broke
All this violence, all a cope
OH GOD NO!
This scarecrow's not my own
PLEASE GOD NO!
But do you really know miss madam calypso
ALL A SHOW!
Too damn slow for fake gusto
MY SHADOW!
She sits below locked up inside my bone marrow
If you fuck just like John Wayne
With a ten-gallon hat and you never feel pain
Or sixteen shots 'round a tree truck waist
And the stuble stretches past your stone-cold face
But I'm no dick slinging cowboy
This revolver's nothing but a rusted toy
Bitch better meet me at high noon and she may defeat me
SHOOT ME SOON!
Shells protect, use your shell to hide, but everyone must put their shell aside
So kick this shell down on the pavement
I strike back oh how I hate him
Gnashing teeth as she croaks
All this violence, all a cope
So kick this shell down on the pavement
Taste the dirt, that's what he needed
Elbows crash into her skull
You better fight for your right to my soul
Kick this shell down on the pavement
Derelict dead-eyed replacement
Stabbing back with mighty strokes
All this violence ALL A COPE
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10. |
Acid Rain
03:23
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Storm the keep you bastard creeps just like I told you to do
Stack these heaps of smoking sheep before they do the same to you
Shed their skin, smash their shrines, stamp them into fine wine
So we can savor something sweet when we drink and dine
Down comes the acid rain
It pours and pours but we won't go away
A piercing hail from their bows and slings
It stings and stings but I love the way they sing
The dregs of men clutch rusty blades
These toothless grins can not be saved
Either I die by the sword or I melt in the rain
But al hack slash and tear to the end of my days
I cut through these striplings with starling ease
As my blade drinks the red and I bask in their screams
The stink of the battle a cadaver parade
Disembowel and devour with no shame
Down comes the acid rain
It pours and pours but we won't go away
A piercing hail from their bows and slings
It stings and stings but I love the way they sing
PRAISE GOD
HAIL THE KING
TAKE UP ARMS FOR COUNTRY
GIVE ME RAGE
GIVE ME STEEL
A FACE FULL OF DIRT FOR YOUR FINAL MEAL
I yank my grey water-filled boots up again and again from the flat desecrated earth I’ve been trudging through for days on end
Every sunken yearning face around me carries the same sad look of desolation
Beardless boys and anointed knights all bake the same under this dead sun
Stewing here within this festering sore of a camp, the throbbing veins in my aching head beat against the merciless walls of my visor for release. My mind is awash in the blinding light of next conquest’s plunder. And I march.
ACID RAIN
ACID RAIN
ACID RAIN
ACID RAIN
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11. |
Entropy
02:16
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I think it seeks to destroy me
Guided by heat death entropy
But I won’t fall for self-deceit
I won't concede while my heart still beats
As we bathed in the shadow of that monstrous thing
smoke swirled and curled but I I could’t see the flames
Silhouetted soot coating every inch of me
And I wonder how or why I couldn’t see
But when these weary bones ache and this body breaks down
Sinking into that lake without light or sound
I hope to feel a callused hand graze my hunched back
Only to see you there just staring right back
And I’d probably sob and you’ll tell me it’s okay and you’d talk me down like you did back in the day and I’m sure we’d get right back to shooting the shit just like we did when we were wayward kids, and we’d talk about rv’s and the capitalist machine, god I fucking hate late night tv, quarantine guillotines, churning dreams in Cherokee and what it means to really be free.
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12. |
Pleiades
03:17
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Ima run for the hills
Run for the trees
Cause there's no cure for my disease
Ima run for the hills and bust your knees
I'm going upward starwards Pleiades
Cause the spiders they just keep coming
Ear to the earth do you hear that drumming
I was hypnotized by glowing eyes
But turn my back on Faustian lies
To the cap of the pyramid I will climb
Hands outstretched for the blazing sky
As the crust is cleared from all three eyes
The thing I was is atomized
As above, so below, overcome my vertigo
I don't know what I know
Drink in light till I explode
Ima run for the hills
And run for the trees
Cause there's no cure for my disease
Ima run for the hills and bust your knees
I'm going upward starwards Pleiades
Two thousand nine hundred twenty two days
This mortal coil boils on this plane
But goddamn I love it here
Shit sweat primal fear
And the chandelier between my ears that I can hide for years years
But we are all just god in drag and I find myself just swapping masks
Same software different version
Cope and choke and live subversion
COME ON FUCKERS LET ME OUT!!
I wanna be the formlessness
I wanna crown the queen
I wanna be the impetus
I wanna see what's underneath
I wanna suffer in the sun
I wanna be a sage
I wanna frighten everyone and find the secrets of the age
I wanna slink out after sunset
Open portals with my quintet
I stay nervous great sham reset
Just lip service, take your best bet.
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